Paper Bags & Flower Petals Book Review

Paper Bags & Flower Petals Review

I am not generally in the habit of reviewing independently published books sold on Amazon, but this volume is an exceptional exception.  In particular for me, these poems are a reminder not to take myself too seriously as a writer and not to be afraid to put words out into the world. 

Kezia Burgoyne is an unpretentious, joyful writer.  The poems in this book range from simple and fun to serious and complex.  Her keen observation of the world and attention to detail are reflected in language that is fresh, engaging, and accessible.  This volume is about journeys – the physical and the spiritual – that we all undertake in some way.  The inclusion of poems by Kayuga de Guzman and the whimsical illustrations by Ivy Burgoyne add to the pleasure of this book.  Well worth the purchase price!

I Didn’t Know Squirrels Like Tomatoes

We have a charming thief in our backyard. It has discovered my tomatoes are a wonderful thing to carry off and feast on in the safety of trees. It looks so delighted and, I think, slightly smug.  This would all be quite enchanting if I didn’t mind losing my tomatoes, but I do.  Afterall, I prepared and nourished the soil, planted them, watered them, sheltered them from wind and chill and watched over them so that we could eat them.  To deter the rascally robber, I put netting over the plants.  My tomatoes now ripen undisturbed.  They are quite tasty and I am happy to have them, but I think about the squirrel and how disappointed it must be to lose out on its garden-fresh smorgasbord.  I think that I will leave one for it from time to time.  Abundance ought to be shared.

Three Journeys

Between the 1st and the 5th of April 2026, three notable events occur.  In this span of time we mark the launch of the Artemis II moon mission and central holidays of both Jewish and Christian faiths, Passover and Easter.  These events, though seemingly disparate, have something in common.  They all involve journeys into the unknown. 

The Passover story, where, through divine intervention, the Hebrew slaves were released from bondage to the Egyptians, is often celebrated as a story of freedom, but the exodus from Egypt is also a journey into the unknown.  An entire group of people sets out into a wilderness where they have never been, following a man, Moses the prophet, whom most of them have never met, who they trust to lead them to a promised land of milk and honey, free from oppression.

Easter is the culminating event of the story of Jesus Christ, the central figure of Christianity.  Despite a miraculous birth, Jesus spends the next 30 years living an ordinary life.  It is only in his last three years that he moves out of obscurity into the public eye.  Beleaguered by the ruling clergy, he gathers an increasing number of followers willing to risk the journey into a spiritual unknown.  His ministry culminates in his crucifixion and then his miraculous resurrection on Easter morning.

Artemis II is not the first moon launch – that was in 1968 with the Apollo 8 mission that orbited the moon 10 times before returning to earth.  It was followed in 1969 by the first lunar landing.  The last NASA moon mission was in 1972 – more than 50 years ago.  Astronauts have visited the moon before,  and this mission has been plotted and mapped to the nth degree.  But its trajectory will take the tiny capsule and its four crew members deeper in space than any humans have gone before, another journey into unknown territory.

These three events have other things in common – clouds, fire, and faith.  The Israelite’s way forward is marked by a pillar of cloud by day and of fire by night which they follow with faith that it will lead to the Promised Land.  Forty days after resurrection, Jesus, with a radiance like the sun, is lifted by clouds of glory into the heavens, leaving his followers to walk by faith instead of side by side.  Artemis II, with faith in math, science and engineering, was lifted on its own column of fire and glorious clouds as it, too, made its way heavenward.  What about us?  The ones who didn’t know Moses, who didn’t experience the mortal ministry of Jesus in the flesh, who are not and likely will never be astronauts hurtling through space.  How do we navigate the unknowns that await us?  In who or what do we place our faith? Where are our pillars of fire?  Our clouds of glory? What will we do when we find them

NASA photo, Artemis II liftoff April 1, 2026

Deluge and Drought

I spent most of the month of February travelling. The first trip was to Washington DC for a conference. I arrived just after a colossal January storm that dropped feet of snow followed by sleet and freezing rain. The landscape looked like amusement park fiberglass snow constructions – hard and smooth with a glittery sheen. The streets were thick with ice and very slick, narrowed by piles of displaced snow, and the sidewalks treacherous.

Following this trip, I went to Utah for my father-in-law’s funeral. Flying in to Salt Lake City from Texas takes a route over the Rocky Mountains. In winter the view through those small airplane windows is usually of thickly frosted peaks, valleys where rivers cut icy paths through snowpack, and ski lifts and runs criss-cross hillsides above teeming ski resorts.

But not this year. The snow was sparse, looking more like late May than February. Too much rock and pine, not enough white. Weather can be capricious. Fluctuating climate cycles seem indifferent to the havoc they wreak. Some places the wet soil groans under the weight of too much while in other places it is shriveled, cracked and desperately thirsty.

Life, too, can feel equally capricious. My father-in-law, for example, lived a long life – 93 years. He served in the Marines, raised a family, had a successful career which included the chance to work on space shuttle construction, and then retired and spent time hiking, advocating for environmental protections, and serving his church and community. It was a good life until the slow, cruel erosion of Alzheimer’s, which went on for well over a decade, his life piled around him in frozen drifts, his mind impassable. His death was a relief for us, knowing he was finally released from that implacable prison, our grieving having been done years before when he could no longer recognize his own son. His funeral felt like the long overdue remembrance for a man we had lost long ago.

In contrast, the loss of a dear friend was unexpected and unwelcome. Diagnosed with cancer a number of years ago, she was determined to shepherd her son through late adolescence and high school graduation, which she did with grace, joy, and time to spare. She continued to work at a job she loved from which she reluctantly retired only after the cancer recurred. Once again, her optimism and determination came in to play as she continued to focus her life on family, friends, and a collection of charming hats. Her prognosis was good. Her future filled with gardening, lunch dates, concerts, museums, and travel plans. Until, all of a sudden, it didn’t. She passed away the same week of my father-in-law’s funeral, a few days before her birthday.

Since I was already going to be in Utah the day of her birthday, I had planned to surprise her with gifts, flowers, and lunch at her favorite restaurant before flying back to Texas. Instead, I returned home, the unopened gift bag tucked in my suitcase. Ten days later I went back for her funeral. As such things go, it was good. For those of us who had been colleagues as well as friends, it was a reunion of sorts, a drawing together of parched souls around a well of tender remembrance for a woman we all cherished and whose absence we keenly feel.

The gift bag sits on my shelf now, the cracked soil of my grief not yet ready to give it up. Why some of us get more years than we need and others get far fewer is an unyielding mystery. It feels as capricious as weather, and impossible to predict. None of us are guaranteed a tomorrow. What we have is right now – this moment. What will we make of it?

Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?
“*

*Mary Oliver, The Summer Day

Publication and A Reading

My poem, Inapposite Inquiry: Did Your Husband Kill Anyone in Iraq?, was selected for publication in Volume 14 of Proud To Be: Writing buy American Warriors. It also received an honourable mention. Many thanks to Missouri Humanities and Green Tower Press for this opportunity to be on the pages of this premier publication of military-themed literature.

There will be a free virtual reading from this volume on January 28th, 2026, 6:30-7:45 Central on Zoom. I will be reading my poem along with other contributors who will share and discuss their work. Please join in if you can. The reading is free but does require registration. You can do that here:

https://us02web.zoom.us/webinar/register/WN_Lhdu1vksRRulMxL55ZS35g#/registration

Hope to see you there!

Recommended Reading

I have posted a review of this book on Amazon and Goodreads. I am posting the review here as well because I think it is an excellent resource, whether you are writing for yourself, mentoring, or teaching.

In her latest book, The Wounded Line: A Guide to Writing Poems of Trauma, Jehanne Dubrow provides an accessible, meaningful, and practical approach to the difficult challenge of writing about trauma, from the global to the personal.  The book is neither academic or clinical but it is clear that Dubrow has done her research in both of these areas. This, combined with her experience as both a stellar writer and a master teacher, give her latitude to present ways to explore trauma using the written word.  Each chapter gives a meditation/exploration of a way in which trauma can manifest, followed by well-chosen examples of poems, presentation of craft elements, and excellent writing prompts.  The book is easy to navigate and immediately applicable.  As a writer and teacher who works with Veterans, I have already put this book to the test with excellent results

December 31st

I hope you have enjoyed this brief journey of nostalgia and family history. For the last day of 2025 I chose this mercury glass ornament. It is one we picked up in Poland. Whenever I hang this ornament on the tree I think of a song that Layden composed back in the ’80’s. He found an antique volume of children’s poems and stories and set several of them to music. The Sea Gypsy is one that I think is fitting as we contemplate the new year that begins tomorrow. Listen to it here:

Where will this year take you? What are your heart’s desires? Where do you find wonder? For what does your soul thirst?

December 30th

Australia!

We got these ornaments when we visited our son who lives in Australia. These ones came from our first visit there, when he was living in Sydney. We got to do all sorts of things – visit the Sydney Opera House (one of my favorite buildings in the world), pet a koala, see kangaroos up close, and learn about all the deadly animals and insects that inhabit the Australian continent – there are A LOT. We were stationed in UIjeongbu, South Korea, so Australia wasn’t nearly as far to visit as it is from the US. We made our first visit in 2011. Since then, we have been back several times (not enough) and become acquainted with our two lovely, lively grandsons who live there. I am posting them on the 30th because this year, our son and his family are coming HERE! Today! To San Antonio to spend some time with us and welcome in 2026. What a treat!! We know how l-o-n-g the flight is, and how expensive. We appreciate the effort and are looking forward to seeing these wonderful people who live so very far-away.

December 29th

From the Jell-O Museum, Leroy New York

What? A Jell-O museum? Yup. A Jell-O museum. We encountered this place on a trip we made to Toronto to attend a conference for Layden. At the time, we were stationed at Fort Bragg, North Carolina. We decided it would be fun to explore the East coast so we decided to drive. Along the way, in up-state New York, we encountered a BIG sign welcoming us to Leroy, home of Jell-O, and inviting us to the Jell-O museum. We couldn’t pass that up. It was actually a very informative museum. I learned a lot about that ubiquitous, seemingly un-impressive dish often presented at church picnics and back-yard BB-Q’s. While Jell-O is a rather humble thing, it was also transformative in many ways for middle-class America, allowing any housewife the luxury of serving gelatine dishes, a privilege once reserved for the wealthy who could afford servants to do what was once a very labor intensive process. Here is a link if you want to know more: https://jellogallery.org/ When this ornament goes up on the tree, it reminds us not to underestimate what might seem ordinary or commonplace.